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Ain't That Just The Way!

by Gollylagging

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1.
Capsizing 03:44
Dashing my face on the pavement lacking grace, Every day it rains, dogs collect the vertebrates Swimming in the lake cause the ocean was too deep Really kicking both my legs But my body’s dissolving Heavy, dead eyes We lay down by the woods and watch the sun fall out the sky Lately, living feels a lot like dying But I’ve been trying, I’ve been trying I’m swimming in the lake Sinking under the weight A bird flying into a plane Nothing is left, nothing Capsizing I am always drowning in the wake Whats the point of living if Living is killing me, living is killing me
2.
Kangaroo 02:56
I feel the hands around my throat I feel my body knocking around the sides of this hole The flood is coming down through the windows I can’t live choking on cement Life will never be what I dream up in my head Memory is killing me Something’s telling me It’ll always feel the same We can burn the house down to the ground Just to keep us warm I cant live choking on cement Life will never be what I dream up in my head Memory is killing me Something’s telling me There’s nothing here for me I need to take my life back I need to take my life back But I’m afraid, I’m afraid These hands just won’t release
3.
Your Party 02:49
Flowers wilt and drown in mud The garden is overgrown Clean the closet, clear the bones Ran me over, I am the roadkill Faceless, spineless You stand for nothing The knives are stuck in my back My funeral, your party Bring out the snakes Bring out the snakes Cut my losses, I’m sick of the torment You’re fucking nonexistent My funeral, your party Bring out the snakes Bring out the snakes
4.
Made deals with God If I suffer then can I have what I want? The hurting never stops, I’m just sick So I don’t believe in God Are the cards we’re dealt all that bad? Is it valid to feel so helpless? I’ll never not self loathe for being imperfect Made deals with God If I suffer then can I have what i want? The hurting never stops, I’m just sick So I don’t believe in God
5.
Purge 03:13
Sink your teeth in the side of my neck Suck the life out of me Roaches crawling on the walls of my stomach They never leave Suffer, wake up, do it again I’m not a pawn, fuck off I’ll purge I am translucent, I used to be opaque Your heart’s so small there’s only room for yourself You could rip it out and stomp on it and it wouldn’t make a difference Suffer, wake up, do it again I’m not a pawn, fuck off I’ll purge

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recorded and mixed by chris kobialka at kobi sound in peabody, ma

mastered by zach bloomstein

lead parts written and performed by Ryan Ladue

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released October 15, 2021

all songs written and performed by gollylagging

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